You were born an original. Don't die a copy. ~John Mason

Right now, I feel a lot like a copy. I attempt to focus on the things that only I am, but find that it's an illusion.

It feels like, everything I love to do, there's another someone doing the same, and yet another doing it better.

Of course, I can learn from them, but then I become dissatisfied whenever I hit a block. If all goes naturally, I will simply internalize all this,

On one hand, I can just sheepishly follow my routines.
On the other, I desperately need my own unique space.